Dr. Huang?

Really Need to Vent

2010-05-17T16:57:00.002-05:00

I really need to vent because I haaaate my school sooooooo much. I have kind of despised it all year but now they're REALLY going to hear it from me.

**Warning** there is a lot of profanity in the following

1. What the FUCK is up with our "packets" of information. They are DISORGANIZED, completely USELESS, environmentally UNFRIENDLY, piles of SHIT. Everything provided in the packet is online. A lot of the packet information is wrong (dates, times, lecture slides). Most of it is completely worthless (dates, times, lecture slides). And it is ENTIRELY USELESS. There is not one useful thing in the packet that I could not find somewhere else. Whoever put these pieces of shit together need to be fired. I need to find a paper recycling place so that I can get rid of it. OH WAIT, I live in NEW FUCKING ORLEANS where saying I'm going to recycle is like saying I'm going to go live on the moon.

2. What the FUCK is up with our professors. People who cannot write questions worth SHIT (ie: horrible parameters, questions that test our ability to READ the question rather than test our knowledge of the material, etc), who cannot teach for their LIVES ("this should be obvious, right? i mean, just trust me here on the math." HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ANSWER QUESTIONS ABOUT THE TOPIC IF I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE MATH. wtf!?!??!

3. What the FUCK is up with our ridiculous team-based learning "classes." Am I really supposed to retain things when I go to these ridiculous "workshops?" The only thing I retain is that I'M ANNOYING I'M NOT AT HOME STUDYING FOR SOMETHING THAT MATTERS. Instead, I'm spending 30 minutes out of the hour WAITING FOR PEOPLE TO CLICK THEIR ANSWER CHOICES. WTF is that!?? JUST CLOSE POLLING ALREADY.

4. What the FUCK is up with the whole putting-tests on computers idea. Fine, it might be a good idea... IN THEORY... WHEN YOU DON'T TRY TO FUCK YOURSELVES OVER. First, they don't standardize the computers. Second, they're making PC-owners take the computerized version and making MAC-owners take the written version. Um, wtf??? Third, you have to have internet connection to take the test... AND OUR SCHOOL HAS NOTORIOUSLY UNSTABLE WI-FI CONNECTIONS. Why they have to roll out the system NOW is beyond me. Why can't they just WAIT until they figure out all the kinks!??!?! Oh yeah, it's cuz they're FUCKING IDIOTS.

5. What the FUCK is up with them CLAIMING, "oh we listen to our students!" and then making MORE mandatory classes with "TBLs" and "PBLs" when the students before us said they were USELESS and NOT NECESSARY!??!

6. What the FUCK is up with them telling us, "oh, independent study is very important. You'll find all your independent reading material in your packets and online." AND THEN NOT GIVING US THE MATERIAL IN OUR PACKETS.... AND MAKING THE ONLINE MATERIAL UNAVAILABLE. WTF!!!! I really should actually write an email to someone about this because it's really idiotic that we can't access this material because someone fucking programed a link wrong.

7. What the FUCK is up with our Path CD... and that RIDICULOUS email that they sent out about how to use it. WELL WE OBVIOUSLY KNOW HOW TO FUCKING OPERATE A CD. THE PROBLEM IS, YOU DIDN'T CATEGORIZE THE CD VERY WELL... AND YOU DIDN'T PUT AN INFLAMMATION FILE IN THE CD (inflammation is our current block). So obviously we're going to fucking ask what's up with the CD when we can't find the images we need for this current material. WRITING AN EMAIL ABOUT HOW TO OPEN A CD IS NOT FUCKING USEFUL. Oh yeah, and the ONLY place there was a link to the inflammation images WE'RE REQUIRED TO LOOK AT was deeply embedded in an email you sent to us before the block even started. Nope, the link is NOT online. Nope, the link is NOT on the CD. And NOPE, YOUR FUCKING STUPID EMAIL DID NOT ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION.

Okay I am finished.

Wow, I feel ridiculously better.

Failed my chip-bet

2010-04-26T19:10:00.002-05:00

So I failed my chip bet. And get this, I didn't even REALIZE it at the time that I had lost. I was at a Mexican place (okay, technically, it was El Salvidorian...) and because it's insanely popular, we had a couple of drinks while we waited for our table. I was on a double-date with a good friend of mine from Dallas and we were just having a blast gushing about Vegas (okay, they were all gushing about Vegas, since I have never been). When we got seated, they brought us tortilla chips and 2 types of salsa. Without even thinking about it, I dug in! I was starving, had half a margarita in my system already, and literally did not even realize I was eating chips.

Isn't that just awful?? Maybe junk food really is addicting after all. Or maybe I just eat everything that's in sight. Who knows!

Headaches and bets

2010-04-21T10:31:00.005-05:00

So I'm currently taking neuroscience aka neuroanatomy aka useless course about the brain and I'm pretty sure the coolest stuff I've learned so far is about headaches. Mainly because I have so many headaches and they're so awesome. Okay, clearly they're not awesome, but sometimes I feel so miserable, I want to pull my brain out of my skull (and thus awe-inspiring, thus awesome to learn about).

Anyway, discovered pretty definitively that I have tension-type headaches. It makes me feel better knowing I can name it something and knowing that I'm doing basically everything I can about them. It also makes me feel better that I don't have like, an epidural hematoma or something ridiculous like that. Although, it would still be cool to get an MRI or CT of my brain and see if I have some, like, genetic defect of my brain that cause me to have headaches (names of these syndromes I have completely, utterly forgotten). Sometimes, other people's misery makes yours look so... stupid.

One thing that was mentioned in conjunction with tension-type headaches is that the victims (me) are at high risk / show higher incidence of depression. Very interesting piece of information because I'm highly depressive about school. But see, now that I know that my depression stems from my headaches, it makes me feel a lot better about it!! And thus, I feel like I can try to tackle it head-on. I'll let you know how it goes.

In other news in my life, Tom and I have several bets going on. First bet came when he read some article (I never read articles anymore and so thus must rely on Tom for all outside-wordly-information) about how scientists discovered that junk food is addicting or something equally ridiculous. I told him that I thought it was ridiculous so he bet me that I couldn't go a month without eating chips. See, this is a pretty powerful bet because I basically eat chips like it's my job, especially when I get stressed out (which is pretty much all the time). I have exactly... 13 days left on this bet (I have an app on my iTouch that tells me).

We also have another bet going because somewhere in my bizarre mind, I decided that I'm going to start working out in the mornings. When I told this Tom, he promptly laughed in my face and said, "You won't be able to go a WEEK getting up that early to work out." And thus, I am now on my 3rd day of going to bed at 10pm and waking up at 6:30am to work out. So far, it's actually been... kind of awesome!

So basically all this betting tells me that I need external motivations to make me do things I don't generally like to do. Someone should bet me that I won't pass neuro because I have a test tomorrow and I really, really, really could not care less right now!

Sleep

2010-04-08T16:42:00.002-05:00

Okay wow, what a change a block makes. That stuff about soooo much free time? Yeah, totally a lie. Don't know what I was smoking, but clearly nothing good.

I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately. I take a long time to fall asleep, and I can't stay asleep. Last night I had this ridiculously frightful dream about my upcoming neuroanatomy test (it's tomorrow morning at 8am) that seemed too real for comfort.

I've been listening to this podcast from some Dr. Henshaw called, "Relaxation Music for Sleep, Stress, and Anxiety Relief from Enhanced Healing." Not sure if this a PhD doc or an MD doc, but it used to be quite good. "Used to be," because I think I've grown immune to it.

I think one problem is that when I'm starting to drift off at around 11:30 or something like that, my (upstairs?) neighbors start having sex. It's not that they're really loud, but I can still hear them. I can hear their friggin' orgasms (was that TMI?). And it's really annoying because it's like I'm SO CLOSE to falling asleep but then I get pulled back to reality. So sometimes I sleep with headphones in. And then I wake up all tangled in my headphones and it's just awkward. I wonder if they would stop having sex above my bedroom if I told them I could hear them...

Soooo much time for nothing!

2010-03-08T21:15:00.005-06:00

So I suddenly realized recently that medical students actually have a lot of down-time to do... well, to do nothing, if they wanted. Some kids are out partying, others are doing research or getting a Masters in Public Health, but I've decided to use my down-time to do nothing. I suppose I could study more, but who really studies 8 hours a day? And really, who NEEDS to study 8 hours a day? If you studied 8 hours a day, you would basically have to make 100% on everything or else I would just assume you're an idiot because nobody should require that much time to understand stuff.

I really need a hobby. Suggestions, anyone? I've started watching Lost, which has been fruitful thus far (I just started season 3), but is quickly losing its appeal. I'm going to the gym more, but that only occupies an hour of my day and it's not the most enjoyable endeavor. I've thought about learning how to cook, but I can't bear the thought of driving to the grocery store more than once every other week and I'm pretty sure I would fail and waste a lot of food. I do have a large stack of books I want to read on my bookcase, but I read so much for school, they don't look appealing anymore. Oh, and I've tried the whole "knitting" thing many times in the past and that has never caught on.

It's times like this when I wish Tom were here. A boyfriend is pretty much the best hobby. I miss Dallas and my lifestyle there. It was so effortless and blissful.

Wow, I am in desperate need of a hobby.

"Always Love Product"

2010-01-05T21:19:00.005-06:00

I got my hair cut for the first time since September (yes, it really has been THAT LONG) and my stylist used just about 10 different products in my hair. Yes, I did not exaggerate, 10 different products. As she said, "Hey, you're paying for it, so why not!"

I obsess over my hair. I have ever since I totally destroyed it in 2002 getting ready for my bf's senior prom. It's a long story, but essentially I permed my hair (don't ask) and it was a HUGE disaster. I believe I'm still recovering from the trauma. (Yes, that is my expert to-be-MD opinion.)

My stylist in Dallas was such a hair-Queen. After each cut, she would blow out my hair and give me this silky-smooth, super-shiny, sexy-wavy hair that was just too beautiful. I really thought I would never find another like her ever again. BUT I HAVE. And as I speak, I have silky-smooth, super-shiny, sexy-wavy hair that is again, just too beautiful. STEVEN SOBEL, all you New Orleans people. STEVEN SOBEL SALON. $50 wash/cut/style.

I love, love, love going to the salon.

New Year, Not-So-New Semester

2009-12-31T11:17:00.004-06:00

It's the last day of the year 2009, the last day of the first decade of the new millennium, and I'm sitting at home watching CSI in HD ordered for free on Verizon Fios On-Demand (which is freaking awesome, btw). This has been absolutely the most relaxing break of my student career - with only one tiny little skirmish with the parents. I really wish I didn't have to go back to school...

Speaking of school, my New Year's Resolution for 2010 is to be less negative about school. I'm not even entirely sure why I hate it so much (actually, I am, but there's too much to hate to spell it all out). Maybe if I trained myself to enjoy the pain, I'll be happier?

Self-deception isn't always a bad thing, right???

So anyway, technically January begins a new "semester" but we don't have new classes. Isn't that weird? Why would they call it a new semester when we have the same classes? Why keep old conceptions of education when you've clearly been trying to break them down in order to cram more information in our heads? For some reason, it reminds me of people who refuse to swear and use replacement words instead. Like "fudge" instead of "fuck." Not sure how that relates, but that's how my mind seems to be working these days.

Returning the good ole south in a couple of days!

Disrepect

2009-09-17T18:07:00.006-05:00

There are a couple of things I need to get off my chest.

First of all, related to the recent Joe Wilson outburst during the President's address to Congress... IT WAS WRONG. I'm sorry, I don't care whether or not you support the president or if you support the health care bill, you just DO NOT disrespect the president like that! Who the FUCK do you think you are? And now people are praising him and glorifying him? Why, why, why would people do that? The outburst is even more ridiculous when you consider the fact that ALL the various versions of the proposed health care bill actually specifically exclude illegal immigrants. So it was Joe Wilson that was lying in the first place.

Actually, what gets me about the whole dynamic about the health care debate is that it seems as though every day I hear about something that is FLAGRANTLY untrue about the health care bill. Like the whole "death panel" thing that is untrue. And now the illegal immigrant thing that is untrue. And there was that commercial about how women with breast cancer were gonna die more, which is UNTRUE. It's 100% scare tactics and it really. really. bothers me. It kinda makes me think that there are some people in our country who don't want health care reform from Obama - no matter what is proposed.

Second of all, I hate this particular group of kids in my class who seem to think it's ok to talk through all the lectures and to leave before the professor is done speaking. Now, I understand if you need to be somewhere and the professor has gone over by like, 15 minutes, but you do NOT need to leave the MINUTE the class is supposed to be finished. Where do you need to go that's soooo important? And you can't sit there and complain that you don't understand him if you can't sit there and listen! It's all so disrespectful. These are professors who spend their lives studying the material that they're presenting. They are smart and extremely knowledgeable. I just want to turn around and scream in their faces, "Shut the FUCK up or fucking leave, you pricks."

A TRUE milestone

2009-09-07T21:49:00.008-05:00

A shout-out to a couple of my very favorite people in the world! Your wedding was beautiful and reminded me of all the important things in life: friends, family, and love. It sounds so cliché, but it's so true. I would've regretted for the rest of my life had I stayed home just to study for biochem, lol.

I think a marriage is a true milestone, a real "beginning of the rest of your life." Something as silly as beginning medical school should hardly count. I hope your journey is fabulous and your lives extremely prosperous!

Omg, the test is when??

2009-09-02T20:15:00.003-05:00

Is it totally weird and just me, or do very many people find that as test time approaches, their ability to concentrate and learn material seems to decrease? Apparently, I have been plagued with the curse that as the test day approaches, I am motivated to study less, and less.

It must be a psychological thing. Something along the lines of: I'm scared of the test and therefore I wish I could put it off. Studying means I'm actually confronting the test and preparing for it. Not studying would be pushing it away and believing it doesn't really exist. Or something.

Sometimes I get freaked out by talking to other people. This isn't necessarily because I don't know the information, but somehow, my brain doesn't "click" as fast as theirs so by the time they've already moved on to the next bit of information or whatever, I'm still trying to decipher whatever they just said. And then after getting freaked out, I supposed studying scares me.

Not that I don't WANT to study. Studying is good. But then I look at my notes and flashcards, and 30 minutes later, I realize that I have not studied anything at all. Wonderfully productive, isn't it?

First test on Friday!

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What I'm studying now: Abductor pollicis longus

International medical service trips

2009-08-29T21:56:00.014-05:00

Everyone has this ideal about doctors. Or rather, those people who do not understand anything at all about the medical profession have this ideal about doctors. Doctors are supposed to be caring, passionate people who lovingly tend to the sick and wake up at 1am to do surgeries and see ill patients. The more I see real doctors, the less I actually believe that ideal is true. Or anywhere near the truth.

I struggle a lot over what doctors should do, how they should be compensated, what their moral obligations are. I'm not sure how many other medical students ponder over this, but I think I'll be posting a lot about this topic in the future. It's no secret that the most competitive fields are those that are, well, more useless than the others. Why is it that everybody wants to do dermatology rather than primary care? Why do people want to do radiology rather than family medicine?

Why do people want to practice medicine abroad when there is such a great need here at home?

It seems like everybody I've talked to wants to go practice medicine abroad. Whether it's a 2-week winter trip to Africa or a 4-week summer trip to South America, everybody here wants to go to a trip to some far-away "poor" country and "do some good." I'm exceedingly morally torn about these service trips. Students go to these places for a limited time and (in my opinion) do limited good. They mostly do things like, "educational classes" and "check-ups" for the local population with little to no sustained development in any area. And then they come back home and study like crazy so they can get into competitive specialties like orthopedic surgery so they can presumably go help somebody with a broken foot (and make half a mil doing it).

I've asked people why they want to practice medicine abroad or why they want to do these trips and they look at me all funny and ask, "why not? Don't you want to?" as if doing one of these trips is the most natural thing a medical student can do. It seems to me like there are about a million things a medical student could do here in the United States that could benefit many, many more people.

I guess what really bothers me is that... students go on these trips to stroke their moral ego. That is to say, they go and people say, "oh look, what a kind person you are! You went to AFRICA and helped out all those poor people!" And then these same students turn around and spend their career doing something that simply makes them a lot of money. I think the truly morally commendable thing to do as a physician would be to be a primary care physician. This country is in dire need of them and yet, nobody wants to do it. Why is that?

I feel like people should strive to be consistent in their ideals and their actions. If you know and you say that money, status, and fortune are your priorities, I have no problem with you gunning to be an anesthesiologist. But if you say you want to "help people" and do these peripheral things that help get you into competitive programs just so that 10 years later, you can be a 500k/year radiation oncologist, I'm going to have a problem with it. I don't believe there's anything wrong with wanting to make money. Or wanting fame and future. But hiding these true motivations with feigned moral righteousness is just wrong.

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What I'm studying now: nucleotide excision repair

Reasons Why I Hate Anatomy

2009-08-19T21:17:00.006-05:00

I wanted to write a post about this for at least a week now because the reasons why I hate anatomy aren't really for the obvious reasons. The amount of material isn't really terribly bad (yet) and honestly, the smell is not uber-unbearable. This is because we no longer use a purely formaldehyde-based preservative and use instead, an ethyl alcohol one. Also, my group's body (we named him Henry, after Lord Henry) has very little fat and is therefore not entirely gross to handle.

Anyway, here is my list:

1. I hate when they tell us things that are related to what we're studying but don't actually tell us what those related things do. Or where they are. Or what they're for. Except in relation to the thing we're studying. This happens quite a lot. Sometimes, they'll even say, "oh, you'll learn about this structure a little later, so don't worry about it." Except we're responsible for that structure NOW --not later!

2. Related to #1, I hate it when they tell us we're not responsible for something.... except we are. This is an impossible standard because we're not required to learn EVERY artery, vein, and muscle in the body - it's just too much and not very relevant to becoming a physician. So they tell us the important ones and sometimes say we don't have to know certain things. Except we do have to know them. Except when we don't. See what I'm getting at?

3. I hate it when they keep referring to an idea and say, "Oh but you'll get this lecture in a couple of weeks from Dr. X so don't worry about it now." I hate it because, invariably, they will talk about this idea again. And again. And again. And I still have not had that lecture telling me what exactly it is. Can't I just have that other lecture first? PLEASE?

4. I hate it how there are many ways to say the same thing in anatomy... BUT THEY NEVER TELL US THAT THEY'RE REFERRING TO THE SAME THING. I was going around for the longest time worrying about the difference between the "accessory nerve" and "cranial nerve #XI" except... they're the same thing. Somehow, I'm just supposed to know.. or figure it out that they're referring to the same thing. WTF. Such a waste of time on my part to figure it out when they could just tell me.

So my theme here is, I believe anatomy is exceedingly poorly structured. Let me reiterate, exceedingly poorly structured. I guess there is no helping it since everything is interconnected in the human body and you must always be faced with more than the scope of what you're studying in the immediate term. I suppose there is no such thing as an "isolated" body part. But then, maybe that's just why I Hate Anatomy. Because everything is always supremely confusing.

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What's I'm studying now: serratus anterior

In your previous life...

2009-08-17T19:06:00.004-05:00

Surgeons are interesting people. I hate the word "interesting" because it is so very vague and nondescriptive but what can I say, I'm a hypocrit and like using bad words. Anyway, I say this because everything that the administrators and other doctors tell me about medicine and medical school and how to be a good doctor is nearly always the very opposite of what surgeons say. Weird, isn't it?

One phrase I've heard over and over again in my anatomy lectures (taught by ex-surgeons) is this phrase, "In your previous life..." As if to say, once you've entered the medical profession, whatever happened so far in your life isn't really your life anymore. It's like this running theme in class.

It's odd because, well, every single medical school administrator, dean, vice-dean, student, doctor, etc etc, anywhere in the United States (at least 99% of them) will tell you that you should continue doing what you love to do in medical school and that becoming a physician doesn't mean you need to give up whatever you once enjoyed. Clearly, this is not the case for surgeons...

On the other hand, I guess it's a useful phrase and an accurate comparison because a lot of the lay medically-related terminology aren't accurate or don't apply anymore. For example, today, we learned that the "arm" as normal people will call it, is actually the "upper limb." The arm in anatomy is actually only the upper part of the arm. Another example: the terms, "ruptured disc" and "torn disc," are actually technically, "herniated discs."

I like to think that going to medical school is simply a step in my career path. Certainly, it's like opening the doors to a wonderous museum in which you MUST MEMORIZE EVERYTHING IN THE MUSEUM and that revolutionizes the way you think about the human body, health, and healthcare, but still... just a step. Like getting a promotion. Or getting a masters. Or something.

I haven't entired ruled out surgery (particularly because I have yet to experience it), but it doesn't look promising for me...

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What I'm studying: coracoid process

The All Boy's Club

2009-08-13T21:36:00.003-05:00

Generally known as, "surgery," the All Boy's Club of medicine has always been particularly rough for females. I kinda sorta knew this going into school, but as a feminist and a medical student, I can now see how ingrained this model still is.

I would say that medicine, in general, is still an All Boy's Club. I guess it's not that surprising considering that in advanced science programs around our nation, men take up the vast majority of academic positions. The same is true for medicine. Now, I know it's been said that medical schools are accepting more women, etc etc, but this does not mean that it's not an All Boy's Club anymore.

Let me give some unique examples here at Tulane.

First, our anatomy class is taught entirely by ex-surgeons. They are all elderly white males, with one exception. In lab, my lab instructor (one of these elderly white male ex-surgeons) has twice told me to get a man to do a task I was trying to accomplish. The very first day of anatomy lab, while I was attempting to open our tank (the tanks hold our cadavers and the body rests at the bottom of the tank. In order to raise the body up, you must push down hard on these lever-like things), he told me to get a strong man to do it. Another time, I was trying to get the lamp set up and the outlet was up high, hanging from the ceiling, and my instructor told me to get a tall man to do it. These are both tasks that any normal, grown woman can and should be able to do. What, does he think the labs were designed specificially for men?

My friend told me a story from her year in anatomy and said that there was this one girl who performed really well on a test and the professor (one of these elderly white males) said, "And (so-and-so) did really well. She's really pretty too. I wonder how that happened." As if women can't be both beautiful and smart.

Another friend of mine told me this story from a surgical rotation his friend was on. His attending said, "There are two types of women who are surgeons: those who shouldn't be surgeons, and those who shouldn't be women."

What is most upsetting to me is not just the explicit undercurrent of sexism, but that many people in my class don't realize it's there. I was observing to my friend today that nearly all of our anatomy professors and guest lecturers have been male and she said that she had not yet noticed. And then she asked me why it mattered. I stared at her for about 10 seconds before I could respond properly.

I'm not sure if I should actually go into all the reasons why I think it matters that we have a sexually and ethnically diverse population of doctors and professors right now. I feel as if there should be an intuitive answer? Could probably save it for another blog. I just wanted to comment here on what I've observed so far at medical school and to confirm that yes, from my perspective, it is still an All Boy's Club.

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What I'm studying: Inferior and Superior coastal facets

Advice

2009-08-06T18:19:00.000-05:00

So I've been gathering all this advice from various people from the time... well, I guess from the time I was a little girl, dreaming about becoming a doctor. But the most relevant advice for school has come recently from people who have gone through medical school, or have at least finished their first two years. And believe me, ALL of them are EXCEEDINGLY willing to dispense with advice. Sometimes I wonder just how useful they are. Or perhaps they just simply bear repeating over and over and over again?

A third year friend of mine at Tulane told me to do all the things he didn't do. Like, do well in class. I suppose he meant, do as best as you can in class. Don't just say you'll study hard and do well on the Boards, because, well, that's probably a plan for failure. But then, clearly if you are barely passing your classes, you can't possibly think you will do well on the National Board exams, right?

Loads of people say, don't procrastinate. But then, when have people encouraged procrastination? And of course everybody says to have a "balanced" life, to keep doing the things you enjoy doing for the sake of your happiness, blah blah blah. We even had a speaker come in and talk to us about "wellness."

I've wondered every day, what is the secret to success in medical school? How do you become a dermatologist? A radiologist? Or an anesthesiologist? These are the most competitive specialties and unless you have an uber fantastic record, you can basically forget about your chances. And then there are the slew of other specialties that are competitive as well: radiation oncology, many types of surgery, etc. How do I match into one of those programs?

AND THEN there's the question of, shouldn't you simply practice what you enjoy??? Or what about the question of, shouldn't a doctor, morally speaking, practice what is best for the community??? But those are questions for another post. Or two. Or a million.

Do you, my dear friends, have any advice for me? Perhaps there is no "secret" to success? Perhaps I simply do not possess the IQ high enough for such a feat?

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A new section! I'm going to put something random here that I'm currently studying in one of my classes. Just... because it might be interesting. Or COMPLETELY USELESS. :D

What I'm studying: Erector spinae muscles.

Follicular renewal

2009-08-05T14:58:00.000-05:00

Today was the first day of lectures and it wasn't so bad! Well, I guess this is considering that we had 3 lectures planned and we only really had a true lecture in one of those classes. The other two were still yet more orientating stuff.

Anyway, an interesting idea was brought up in the "Gametogenesis, Errors, and Chromosomal Abnormalities" lecture and is the title of this blog. It's especially awesome for women. Basically, follicular renewal is the idea that some cells in a woman's ovaries can actually regenerate. This would mean that women are not limited to the ~400,000 primary oocytes (think: premature eggs) that are developed at the time they are a fetus, but could in fact have many, many more. Additionally, it could also mean that our previous theory that all 400,000 or so primary oocytes are developed back when the woman was a fetus, could be mistaken! There could, in fact, be many that are developed later in life!

Pretty remarkable!!!! Go science!

Note: unfortunately, my professor did mention that this theory is not yet completely validated so it could very well be fictional, but she indicated that this is the direction the field is going!

"First Day of the Rest of Your Life"

2009-08-04T19:35:00.000-05:00

How many times have I heard this line? Actually, probably not too many times, but definitely at college graduation. I heard it again at our White Coat Ceremony yesterday, spoken from the lips of the most serious-looking surgeon I've ever seen. I wonder how true this statement can be. After all, "the Rest of My Life" is something that is beginning anew nearly every second.

Anyway, I was inspired to start this blog by my childhood friend, Yuan. I told her there were plenty of awesome medical school blogs out there, but she reminded me that she didn't know any of those authors and thus, my blog would be infinitely more interesting. Not sure if it quite came out that way, but that's my story. I'll post links to some of these awesome medical school blogs soon.

My blog is Dr. Huang with a question mark because though I'm not a doctor, many (especially in the city of New Orleans) mistakenly assume that ignorant medical students like myself wield the knowledge and skill of a physician. This is my journey to coming a real Dr. Huang!